Keep trying.

well, its been awhile since i've spoken about my love life to anyone, come to think of it, i've been so busy this few months, that I never get the chances to meet new people, fall in love, and couple with em. Its not like last time, you easily get gf from myspace and stuff, I mean, I dont want anymore internet lover, I just wanna meet someone, and look her on the eyes, and knew, she's gotta be mine, and I will never stop trying till I get her. Im gonna be honest with you, i've known this one particular girl, and seriously, she was 'it'. I mean, everytime I feel sad, or grief, I just look at her, and the pain is flush away. Everytime, I look into her eyes, my heart just melt like a creamy butter. Oh god, believe me I was in love, I was ready to get to the next level, I was super ready to propose to her, until, one day.. Okay, before that, there are things that is better to be kept as a secret, so Im gonna skip the detail, well, let just say, I found out something, that, if I broke it, Im gonna break the brocode, and as a bro, I will never do that! If you guys really really wanna know the detail, just ask me, privately. So, after that particular incident, I was freaking heartbroken, I mean like super heartbroken. I was disorientated, and I can't think straight, this was the girl of my dream, and just like that, I have to let her go? God, why is this thing so messed up? After a while, I just face the music, and accept the fact that, i'll just have to search for another one just like her, which is impossible. But i have to keep trying, and trying and trying. 

Now, I hope you guys please be mature, and don't ask stupid question to me, and please, if you wanna ask me about this post, just make sure its a hell of a good question.