Forgive?

Its been awhile since my post right? Well things are quite different nowadays. I don't have the time and mood to post anything, I mean, there's nothing to talk about ah these days. You just imagine, monday to friday, wake up at 0630 hours, go to school, 1305 hours back from school, 1730 hours tuition on mondays tuesday and wednesday. Everyday is like, full of activity. I'm tired of this crap every day. I'm tired being a 17 year old who is taking his O levels this year. I'm tired of the pressure of studying and examing. Why can't we just wake up one day, and just forget the world and continue back sleeping? Truthfully, I hate studying, can we just open our eyes one day, and we'll already married, had a life and a good job? In you're dream haziiiq! Well, as you know, i'm a fat man. So, in life of course there's always people who'll suddenly gives you lecture about eating habit and so on about dieting and exercising. It's not that I don't care, it's just that I love my body. I mean, eventhough you're fat and stuff, doesn't mean you're not human. I am just a normal human being, just imagine I live in the US, i'll be a normal size man there! Why can't this asian people think like the americans? As in be more tolerance and just face the music that asian is heading to world of bigger size body people.

PENAT.

Okay, finally i'm inside my room, and we've just finish cleaning the garden compound. One word, TIRED.

A dream.

If there is a palace,
It will be a sky scrapper,
Where the whole world,
Is under you
And just for you.

If there is a word,
As smooth as silk,
As sweet as honey,
It will be,
Just for you.

If there is a song so melodious,
A rose so tantalizingly fragrant,
I will dance,
Gracefully like a swan,
A symbol of a present.


But I'm a dollar,
That's taking a long way,
To achieve a dream,
Just a dream,
In a dream.


:)

Lust.

I woke up today, at 1030 hours. I regret it :'(

Everything About Her.

Her eyes,
were as though created for the sole
purpose of representing the true
meaning of beauty and mystery . . .

Her lips,
were as though filled with the
richness and glamour of a movie
star drowning herself in the early 
times of Chicago . . .


Her complexion,
was as though so smooth, one could
feel it without touching, and flushed
with the softness of a fresh rose . . .


Her stature,
was as though a cute sensation, a 
rather small body but enough to
remind you of its sassiness . . .


Her legs,
were as though it owned the awe of
the fine-tuned universe, both firm
and slender at the same time . . .


Her entire seldm
were as though, only physically,
the ultimate object to gravitate 
towards to . . .


Who is she? Guess :)
 

FUCKED UP.

Its been so long since my last goddamn post. One word for it. FUCKED UP. Wimax is super slow. So I am not in the mood to upload anything, because of the fact that I need to wait 5 minute just to open Blogger.com! That is one goddamn good reason to not wait. Now that I manage to online and wait, i'll start typing on what you've been missing! Okay, my last post was about my little trip to malacca. So, i'm gonna tell you guys abit about the motivational program I went for the last three days, that is from 11th of april until 13th april. And during that three day, was really an eye opener for me! That three day, you really change you perception on things and you're confident level rises unexpectedly high! There I met new people, and new friends, that you bond in just one day! The 2nd session is in July, and I swear to god, ain't nothing stopping me from goin' there! That motivational program is mindblowing! Okay, enough with that, this afternoon, I got a text from someone you know who. And it ruined my day in just like that. Why? Ask me personally on that. I hate the fact that I fall for her 'LAST TIME'.

Silat Cekak

Silat Cekak Hanafi, the competition was AWESOME!!! We had so much fun over there! We had so much fun, eventhough its a one night stand :) We also had the pleasure of hanging around 'bandar hilir'. And we did something worth remembering, and trust me, it's not a good one. We acted like drunken maniacs! We shouted all the way, we dance at the middle of streets, we even sang outloud in the middle of a crowd of people. Shish, eventhough i'm not proud of that, I still would do that again ;) Well, things happen that night, and I wont talk about it, still give me the crap out of it. Okay, about the competition, we won gold on 'sepasang pisau', this is when a single Hero fought with someone holding a knife, sound simple? It's not! It's the 1st time we join, and we manage to won gold on something, that's a big thing ayyhole :D Shish, i'm still not in the mood, the reason for this is.. hmm.. I feel its not the right time yet to say it outloud. Sorry :(

Late.

its been a whole week since my last post! The reason for this is, I don't have the time. And also i've been super tired, plus the fact I don't have the mood. I'll tell you guys about it later. Cherrio.