Saturday, February 26, 2011

Thursday, February 24, 2011


i'ts been awhile since my last post, seriously, MANY things has happen in this week! Before anything, let me tell you something that happen to mr.tan house and car. To cut it short, his car was attacked by a kongsi gelap student in our school. And, his house was attack too, they threw rubbish and stuff at his house. And today, at school, we we're shocked, almost 360 of the school, was full of graffiti of sign language and sign of unsatisfied-ness towards the principal and stuff. Seriously, and last saturday, a student was attacked by a group of people with a parang! We all wonder, why this event hasn't landed in newspaper and stuff. THE SCHOOL IS NOT SAFE ANYMORE. Can't they see!? We need the help, I wonder, if a malay teacher is attacked by these gangster, would this rise up malay people anger's? Will they call the help of.. you know who? I wonder..

ohh! what you're about to read, was written on 17th of february at 11.50am 

"As i'm writing this right now, buzzing sound came out from teacher wan, babbling about accounting 101, why am I writing this? I'm dead bored, when I look at her, all I can see is a blurry image of barney the dinosaur. On my right side, lies my G2 pen , and to my left lies my history 101 book, the person next to me is fikri, looking straight at his text book, focusing at em' at 101 percent. Infront of me is Kar Onn, 'pretending' to focus on the subject, i've been watching him, he hasn't blink for awhile now, that show's how much he's day dreaming now. When I look around, 5 student is sleeping, cause they can't stand the pressure of accounting. And also from my observation, 80 percent of the student in this class is daydreaming, and as for me, i'm not daydreaming, i'm only BORED! :) ohh, I miss you! *the girl with the multiple colour bangle* "

Saturday, February 19, 2011

hey babe.

sometimes, I hate you.
sometimes, I'm in love with you.
sometimes, I feel i'm chasing something that was not meant for me. 
sometimes, you stab me in the heart couple's of time.
but now.

more than ever. 

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Cross Country :O

Today is cross country day, it's not that I don't wanna go! I already charged my phone and my pocket camcoder! I'm freaking excited for the event, but last night, I had trouble sleeping! So, I was awake until like 3 something in the morning, when I almost doze off, I would unexpectedly awaken like someone's shaking me up, geddit. *supernatural* I'm not joking! I'm dead serious this time! 
So, after awhile, I can finally sleep :) and of course, It was destined for me to never wake up at 0630 hours to go to the cross country. I wake up like 1000 hours and was like, where is everybody? Why din't anyone wake me up for my cross country!?????? ERGGHHHHH!!!! 
look at this picture, and imagine me. 

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Sumpah, Heartbroken Gila.

okay, let me start this, with a feeling of unsatisfied, feeling of grief and disbelief. Why? Before I explain why, let me tell you something first, I'm actually in love, with the girl with the multiple colour bangle, I don't know why, but seriously, everytime, she's around, every single text she sent to me, or even when I hear her voice, her mumbling voice :) I'll always be in cloud nine. We often fight, over small things, there's always something wrong for her. But I don't care, I don't care If we're always fighting, at least I know, she's here. Whenever she din't reply my text, or late replying my text, she always said, she left her phone in the room, or maybe busy doing something. I know she's bluffing, I'm not stupid, there's a ton's of guy texting you, I know usually I got left behind, but I don't care, as long as I know you're still with me, that's enough for me :) She mean alot to me, I don't care if you guys rasa I'm in love with a shadow or whatever, this is just me, I mean, if you really want something, then you have to do whatever it takes to have that something right? Well, maybe, I'm not doing enough to show her I love her :( Well, if she's reading this right now, I just wanna tell you, since the first time we met, you already taken my heart away, and there's nothing in this world that I want more, than you baby, eventhough you're not here with me, let me tell you this, you're always here, in my memory and my heart, all those moment when I'm with you, will always be remembered :') so baby..

Tuesday, February 8, 2011


quentin tarantino! I love you! You're work is briliant and awesome at the same time! 
kill bill was one of the most awesome show ever! 

then later came the basterds, I watch it like, countless of time!

happy? maybe.

abangnip's wedding was awesome! I had the job as an usher! It was not as tough as I thought it will be, we just salam the people coming in, and said thank you to the one heading out. Anyway, I think i'm gettin darker! Cause on that particular day, it was freaking hot! Ergh! Anyway, khateejah and sabiha were the early birds, they come like at 5 on the evening, and I abandon my job to teman them, well let just say, some akward moment came after that. And, around 8 or 9 pm, then only the rest of the guys sampai :) trust me, we had an awesome day, we hangout at the garden, and enjoy the shisha and with bonjoza doing their one of a kind performance, yeah, life's good :) Oh! the girl with the multiple colour bangle is also there, and trust me, she was beautiful :)
Okay, let me tell you guys something about today, oh wait, let me tell you something first before that, my cousin nadhirah told me that her friends are transfering to my school by this week, well today, she enter our school, and unexpectedly, she was the new student in my class, well, she's kinda cute :) and awesome at the same time. But, pity her though.
who's awesome? i'm awesome!

Thursday, February 3, 2011


 Why colourless? To make it simple, the girl in the multiple colour bangle is back in town, and why colourless? She said she miss me, but the way she act and text, I would say she rather 'annoy' with me. Again I would say this, every single text that she sent to me, is full with hatred, and feeling of despise, and again, HATRED. I know she would denied if she is reading this, but only I and me that could see it, not you, or anyone in the world. I don't know is she hate me that much, am I that bad? Or am I that annoying? If I am, just say so, you don't have to said it infront of me, just give me a hint, that you hate me, and you don't want me to text you or ANYTHING :(
 Hm, okay, sorry, I had my emo moment again, hmm, bismilahirahmannirahim, in the name of Allah the most gracious and the ever merciful, okay, take a deep breath haziq :) Last night I had a dream, and I don't know why, I can remember every bits in that dream. In that dream, I was inside the house, and I don't know why, there's a guy holding a knife infront of us. My buddies were terrified. While he was busy doing that, there was this girl, she was wearing a green like shirt, she was terrified of him, I look her in the eyes, I said to her,"don't worry,He won't harm you, and I won't let him to" she just look at me, and said, she was freezing, without any hesitation, I hug her, and there it was, a warm and wonderful feeling, of comfortness. I said to her, if I kill this guy that is scaring her, would you be mine? She just smiled, and just hold her face into my chest. That was the boost I need to kill him, I took the knife from him, we started fighting, I open my silat moves, and said the syahadat, and quickly I lash him with the knife, he was bleeding, and he run over to that green shirt girl, and suddenly, I heard a scream, I came running to her, and just like that, I woke up. I was like, wtf! One heck of a dream right?